I am getting ready for my move. Boxes are getting packed and sorting through things I really need to donate or sell to lighten my load. One thing I have yet to figure out is how I am traveling west when I finalize plans for my October departure. Today I went to the beach to get naked and celebrate the fact that Hurricane Ike is nowhere I am (on the east coast of Fla) today and looks like we won't get this already destructive cat 1, 2 & 3 storm (depending on the day it is it seems) thankfully. My heart goes out to the poor, poor, already devastated people of Haiti and our neighbors in Cuba. Hopefully, our humanitarian efforts will not be hindered by the callous, cold-hearted individuals like Sec. of State, Condoleeza Rice, who would like to keep our trade embargo going w/ Cuba. Sick.
I am going to miss the beach....the ocean....the unobstructed sunrise....the sounds of the waves crashing on the shore....my beachfriends....the salt water on my skin....the red/brown color all over my body....the place I go to when I need to reflect and commune with God...the creatures-birds, turtles, dolphin, mantaray fish, seashells, and the feel of sand between my toes and all over my body when I lay on the sand in the shoreline with the waves gently rushing up over me...I will miss it ALL!
I had the very good fortune to meet a really sweet man over the weekend. Honestly, I am so proud to say that I have been blessed to have 99.9 percent of my friends treat me very well, with the utmost respect and courtesy. But sometimes I get really lucky with a very kind, gentle soul who approaches me as if I am a delicate china doll, looks at me like I am a precious, one-of-a-kind gem stone (with a mix of wonder and excitement in his face & eyes) and examines & touches me as if my skin is made of the finest silk. This man was shy and leery of sharing ideas or fantasies that may be distasteful or upsetting to my mind but I gently reassured him that I was a safe and supportive soul who would listen without judgement. He opened up to me and I was happy to assist in helping him to experience something foreign but interesting to him that I felt ok doing. It was truly a turn on for me to feel so desirable and in such a powerful position with my new friend and what was key about this is that the power resulted in my wanting to be ever so gentle and supportive with this person. I thank him from the bottom of my heart!! : )
I am off to bed now....it is getting late and I need to pack again tomorrow.
Sweet Dreams Everyone!!!!
xoxooxoxoxo
Emma
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